0 00:00:05,231 --> 00:00:08,200 [dramatic music] 1 00:00:08,234 --> 00:00:14,874 * 2 00:00:14,907 --> 00:00:16,242 - This is Britt. 3 00:00:16,276 --> 00:00:18,444 I think I'm ready for you guys to come pick me up. 4 00:00:18,478 --> 00:00:20,813 It's killing me to be away from my family. 5 00:00:20,846 --> 00:00:22,682 - I really got to get some meat. 6 00:00:22,715 --> 00:00:25,084 But not when you got foxes taking all your bait. 7 00:00:25,117 --> 00:00:26,618 He seems to know it's a trap. 8 00:00:26,651 --> 00:00:28,320 I give up with him. 9 00:00:28,353 --> 00:00:29,321 - [bleep] 10 00:00:29,354 --> 00:00:30,689 Can't believe that. 11 00:00:30,722 --> 00:00:33,658 Missing my family and friends, and I just feel sad 12 00:00:33,692 --> 00:00:34,993 being out here on my own. 13 00:00:35,026 --> 00:00:36,861 - My shelter is coming along great. 14 00:00:36,895 --> 00:00:39,030 Tonight, I'm moving in. 15 00:00:39,063 --> 00:00:42,033 - I never went this long on this minimal food. 16 00:00:42,066 --> 00:00:45,670 It's eating at me inside that fish is out there. 17 00:00:45,704 --> 00:00:47,806 * 18 00:00:47,839 --> 00:00:49,974 - This is the hardest terrain. 19 00:00:50,008 --> 00:00:52,377 - Patagonia is a different environment entirely. 20 00:00:52,411 --> 00:00:54,313 - Everything out here is so hard. 21 00:00:54,346 --> 00:00:55,914 - Patagonia's no joke. 22 00:00:55,947 --> 00:00:57,181 - Are you willing to give up-- 23 00:00:57,215 --> 00:00:59,484 - Oh! - Who you are... 24 00:00:59,518 --> 00:01:00,852 for what you will become? 25 00:01:00,885 --> 00:01:02,787 - It's Patagonia, for God's sake. 26 00:01:02,821 --> 00:01:04,022 - Patagonia! 27 00:01:04,055 --> 00:01:05,324 - It's tougher than I ever imagined. 28 00:01:05,357 --> 00:01:06,591 - Just missing home right now. 29 00:01:06,625 --> 00:01:08,827 - You get a feeling of helplessness, 30 00:01:08,860 --> 00:01:10,061 like, "Why am I doing this?" 31 00:01:10,094 --> 00:01:12,030 - Oh, my God! 32 00:01:12,063 --> 00:01:14,566 - The last person left wins $500,000 33 00:01:14,599 --> 00:01:15,567 and is a badass. 34 00:01:15,600 --> 00:01:17,336 - Bam! - Ugh. 35 00:01:17,369 --> 00:01:18,337 [animal growling] 36 00:01:18,370 --> 00:01:19,704 - What is that? 37 00:01:19,738 --> 00:01:21,340 - It's just how far you can push yourself 38 00:01:21,373 --> 00:01:22,407 and what you're able to do. 39 00:01:22,441 --> 00:01:23,608 - Yeah! 40 00:01:23,642 --> 00:01:24,943 - You don't have anyone to lean on. 41 00:01:24,976 --> 00:01:26,445 - Oh, my God, I got a fish! 42 00:01:26,478 --> 00:01:27,846 - Go to bed hungry. Wake up hungry. 43 00:01:27,879 --> 00:01:29,080 * 44 00:01:29,113 --> 00:01:30,882 - Can't believe I did that. - Ready, guy? 45 00:01:30,915 --> 00:01:32,417 - It's gonna come down to mental endurance 46 00:01:32,451 --> 00:01:33,885 and food deprivation. 47 00:01:33,918 --> 00:01:35,086 - [cries] 48 00:01:35,119 --> 00:01:36,755 - Person'll be dead in a week at this rate. 49 00:01:36,788 --> 00:01:37,889 [animal growling] 50 00:01:37,922 --> 00:01:38,889 * 51 00:01:38,922 --> 00:01:40,223 - Whoa. 52 00:01:40,257 --> 00:01:41,559 That's a big cat. 53 00:01:41,592 --> 00:01:46,397 * 54 00:01:46,430 --> 00:01:49,400 [dramatic music] 55 00:01:49,433 --> 00:01:56,440 * 56 00:01:58,942 --> 00:02:06,016 * 57 00:02:09,987 --> 00:02:12,823 - * Fish head soup in your cup 58 00:02:12,856 --> 00:02:14,224 [fire crackling] 59 00:02:14,257 --> 00:02:15,659 [slurps] 60 00:02:15,693 --> 00:02:17,127 Ahh. 61 00:02:17,160 --> 00:02:21,198 Its delicious-y, chunky goodness keeps you going all day long. 62 00:02:21,231 --> 00:02:22,566 [fire crackling] 63 00:02:22,600 --> 00:02:24,568 Just try it. 64 00:02:24,602 --> 00:02:29,907 [slurping] 65 00:02:29,940 --> 00:02:32,075 * Fish head soup 66 00:02:32,109 --> 00:02:34,545 * Too bad you taste like poop 67 00:02:34,578 --> 00:02:36,680 [fire crackling] 68 00:02:36,714 --> 00:02:38,015 * 69 00:02:38,048 --> 00:02:39,717 No goofing around today. 70 00:02:39,750 --> 00:02:40,884 Motivated. 71 00:02:40,918 --> 00:02:42,420 * 72 00:02:42,453 --> 00:02:44,354 That snow keeps getting further and further down 73 00:02:44,388 --> 00:02:46,657 on the mountains across the way. 74 00:02:46,690 --> 00:02:48,759 It's getting to be cold. 75 00:02:48,792 --> 00:02:50,693 So I'm hoping it's not gonna be a-- 76 00:02:50,727 --> 00:02:52,094 [imitates blizzard] 77 00:02:52,128 --> 00:02:54,597 Here's a foot and a half of snow! Surprise! 78 00:02:56,399 --> 00:02:59,068 I need to get the shelter done. 79 00:02:59,101 --> 00:03:01,137 * 80 00:03:01,170 --> 00:03:03,506 I have been working on my shelter 81 00:03:03,540 --> 00:03:05,542 for about 14 days. 82 00:03:05,575 --> 00:03:07,644 * 83 00:03:07,677 --> 00:03:09,646 Only question is, do I have the strength 84 00:03:09,679 --> 00:03:11,514 to see it through? 85 00:03:11,548 --> 00:03:12,982 * 86 00:03:13,015 --> 00:03:15,217 This is quite the goal I've set myself. 87 00:03:15,251 --> 00:03:19,622 * 88 00:03:19,656 --> 00:03:24,994 My shelter plans are to have a shelter I can stand up in 89 00:03:25,027 --> 00:03:28,130 and a fire inside 90 00:03:28,164 --> 00:03:30,600 so that I can be secure for winter. 91 00:03:30,633 --> 00:03:32,068 * 92 00:03:32,101 --> 00:03:34,437 My design idea for the walls 93 00:03:34,471 --> 00:03:40,242 is a bamboo wattle, so they're woven. 94 00:03:40,276 --> 00:03:42,078 * 95 00:03:42,111 --> 00:03:45,047 Takes a lot of sticks to make this. 96 00:03:45,081 --> 00:03:46,415 * 97 00:03:46,449 --> 00:03:48,350 But I'm gonna do a double-thick wall 98 00:03:48,384 --> 00:03:50,487 and cram the layer space between 99 00:03:50,520 --> 00:03:51,721 with the bamboo 100 00:03:51,754 --> 00:03:53,490 so I can insulate between the two. 101 00:03:53,523 --> 00:03:54,624 That ought to keep me warm. 102 00:03:54,657 --> 00:03:59,228 * 103 00:03:59,261 --> 00:04:03,164 Man, this is coming out awesome. 104 00:04:03,198 --> 00:04:04,833 I can't wait to finish my shelter 105 00:04:04,866 --> 00:04:07,302 and light the first fire in there. 106 00:04:07,335 --> 00:04:11,006 I'll have somewhere to be safe and secure and comfortable 107 00:04:11,039 --> 00:04:14,442 while I'm waiting on a snowstorm to end 108 00:04:14,476 --> 00:04:17,546 or four days of rain to end. 109 00:04:17,579 --> 00:04:20,549 * 110 00:04:20,582 --> 00:04:22,250 Getting winded. 111 00:04:22,283 --> 00:04:24,019 * 112 00:04:24,052 --> 00:04:26,955 [groans] 113 00:04:26,988 --> 00:04:30,626 Fish head soup is running out of energy. 114 00:04:30,659 --> 00:04:32,894 Lot of calories burnt up. 115 00:04:32,928 --> 00:04:34,496 * 116 00:04:34,530 --> 00:04:35,731 I'm really not happy 117 00:04:35,764 --> 00:04:38,634 with the amount of fish I'm catching. 118 00:04:38,667 --> 00:04:41,737 I'm having a hard time of it. 119 00:04:41,770 --> 00:04:46,107 It's slowing me down, and it's stealing my energy. 120 00:04:46,141 --> 00:04:48,910 All right, I think I'll work on 121 00:04:48,944 --> 00:04:52,113 cutting bamboo out of here today. 122 00:04:52,147 --> 00:04:53,314 [chopping] 123 00:04:53,348 --> 00:04:54,449 [grunts] 124 00:04:54,482 --> 00:04:56,618 [bamboo rustling] 125 00:04:56,652 --> 00:04:58,520 I just noticed this. 126 00:04:58,554 --> 00:05:00,922 * 127 00:05:00,956 --> 00:05:04,893 It's just covered, turned-up chunks of turf. 128 00:05:04,926 --> 00:05:07,696 That's a boar sign right there. 129 00:05:07,729 --> 00:05:08,697 See that? 130 00:05:08,730 --> 00:05:12,300 There's a track there. 131 00:05:12,333 --> 00:05:13,501 [fabric rustles] 132 00:05:13,535 --> 00:05:15,803 It might not look like much. 133 00:05:15,836 --> 00:05:17,638 It might not look like much. 134 00:05:17,672 --> 00:05:19,907 But I'm so excited. I, like... 135 00:05:19,940 --> 00:05:22,009 I'd love to get a boar. 136 00:05:22,042 --> 00:05:24,745 I could be eating something more substantial. 137 00:05:24,779 --> 00:05:26,881 A pig could go quite a ways. 138 00:05:26,914 --> 00:05:28,115 * 139 00:05:28,148 --> 00:05:30,050 Think I'm gonna set a boar trap. 140 00:05:30,084 --> 00:05:31,819 Probably right up in the middle, 141 00:05:31,852 --> 00:05:33,621 so things come up and over, 142 00:05:33,654 --> 00:05:38,258 snags him, I can go up and dispatch him 143 00:05:38,292 --> 00:05:40,194 and have him for dinner. 144 00:05:40,227 --> 00:05:42,863 * 145 00:05:42,897 --> 00:05:47,568 Maybe tomorrow I will try and set that up. 146 00:05:47,602 --> 00:05:50,571 [serene music] 147 00:05:50,605 --> 00:05:57,612 * 148 00:05:59,880 --> 00:06:02,883 So I'm gonna dig just a pit 149 00:06:02,917 --> 00:06:05,285 with some bamboo spikes under there. 150 00:06:05,319 --> 00:06:09,123 A boar would fall in and down on the spikes 151 00:06:09,156 --> 00:06:10,958 and do him in. 152 00:06:10,991 --> 00:06:12,927 * 153 00:06:12,960 --> 00:06:14,261 I'm gonna keep going. 154 00:06:14,294 --> 00:06:17,164 I got to get more traps out there. 155 00:06:17,197 --> 00:06:21,135 It's gonna mean a lot to my sanity, you know, 156 00:06:21,168 --> 00:06:23,003 to get more food. 157 00:06:23,037 --> 00:06:25,405 * 158 00:06:25,439 --> 00:06:28,274 Maybe dig this out a little bit 159 00:06:28,307 --> 00:06:32,211 and put some bamboo spears in here. 160 00:06:32,245 --> 00:06:33,880 * 161 00:06:33,913 --> 00:06:35,448 That's working good. 162 00:06:35,481 --> 00:06:37,984 I got the spike pit dug 163 00:06:38,017 --> 00:06:40,419 and covered lightly. 164 00:06:40,453 --> 00:06:41,587 There's the pit trap 165 00:06:41,621 --> 00:06:43,623 on the other side of that log right there. 166 00:06:43,657 --> 00:06:45,792 * Doo-doo-do-doo 167 00:06:45,825 --> 00:06:47,160 Just being a pig. 168 00:06:47,193 --> 00:06:48,594 I don't want to go that way. 169 00:06:48,628 --> 00:06:50,196 Oh, here's a log. 170 00:06:50,229 --> 00:06:51,998 I jump over the log. 171 00:06:52,031 --> 00:06:53,232 Boom. 172 00:06:53,266 --> 00:06:54,934 * 173 00:06:54,968 --> 00:06:58,738 I want to build another trap today. 174 00:06:58,772 --> 00:07:01,941 I put two stakes in. 175 00:07:01,975 --> 00:07:05,378 * 176 00:07:05,411 --> 00:07:07,046 Paracord across. 177 00:07:07,080 --> 00:07:10,349 And a sharp spike. 178 00:07:10,383 --> 00:07:11,450 * 179 00:07:11,484 --> 00:07:14,387 And wind up the spike. 180 00:07:14,420 --> 00:07:17,657 * 181 00:07:17,691 --> 00:07:19,325 This string's pretending to be fish guts. 182 00:07:19,358 --> 00:07:22,796 It's in-between my split stick, which comes apart, 183 00:07:22,829 --> 00:07:24,731 and when he comes and he worries at 'em-- 184 00:07:24,764 --> 00:07:26,099 aah, yum-- 185 00:07:26,132 --> 00:07:29,468 then the split stick falls apart, spike comes around-- 186 00:07:29,502 --> 00:07:33,372 [making splat sounds] 187 00:07:33,406 --> 00:07:36,542 * 188 00:07:36,575 --> 00:07:39,177 All right, so the little animal comes in like this. 189 00:07:39,211 --> 00:07:41,013 * Doo-de-doo-de-doo-de-doo 190 00:07:41,046 --> 00:07:46,318 Mmm. Yum. Some gross little worm or fish grubby bits. 191 00:07:46,351 --> 00:07:51,323 Yum. Follow me up into here. Let's go. All right. Whoo-hoo. 192 00:07:51,356 --> 00:07:54,126 Oh. Some more grubby bits. Let's pull that apart. 193 00:07:54,159 --> 00:07:59,364 Split stick breaks in half and spike comes around. 194 00:07:59,397 --> 00:08:01,433 Wallop. 195 00:08:01,466 --> 00:08:03,836 And hopefully that's the end of his little life 196 00:08:03,869 --> 00:08:06,638 so I can eat him. 197 00:08:06,671 --> 00:08:09,607 [dramatic music] 198 00:08:09,641 --> 00:08:16,648 * 199 00:08:22,821 --> 00:08:25,423 - Oh, look at this. 200 00:08:25,457 --> 00:08:27,760 That's a great piece of wood, eh? 201 00:08:27,793 --> 00:08:30,028 It looks like a saw. 202 00:08:30,062 --> 00:08:32,264 [wood scraping] 203 00:08:32,297 --> 00:08:34,399 Ah, I like mine better. 204 00:08:34,432 --> 00:08:36,468 [laughs] 205 00:08:36,501 --> 00:08:38,370 * 206 00:08:38,403 --> 00:08:43,976 I got to have something to eat. I can't live on air. 207 00:08:44,009 --> 00:08:45,643 My traps haven't worked. 208 00:08:45,677 --> 00:08:47,045 My deadfalls. 209 00:08:47,079 --> 00:08:49,481 You know, I gave up on trying to catch that fox. 210 00:08:49,514 --> 00:08:51,682 I'm just wasting time. 211 00:08:51,715 --> 00:08:54,685 [somber music] 212 00:08:54,718 --> 00:09:00,792 * 213 00:09:00,825 --> 00:09:03,961 My fish resources are dwindling, it seems. 214 00:09:03,995 --> 00:09:06,063 Not biting like they were. 215 00:09:06,097 --> 00:09:08,265 I go to bed hungry most nights. 216 00:09:08,299 --> 00:09:09,433 Most nights. 217 00:09:09,466 --> 00:09:11,435 Got these big logs here. 218 00:09:11,468 --> 00:09:13,104 It'd sure be nice to make a raft 219 00:09:13,137 --> 00:09:16,507 so that I can get to this other river over here. 220 00:09:16,540 --> 00:09:17,708 It's a bigger river, 221 00:09:17,741 --> 00:09:19,510 and I have a feeling there'll be bigger-- 222 00:09:19,543 --> 00:09:21,846 like, rainbow and brookies in there. 223 00:09:21,879 --> 00:09:24,281 * 224 00:09:24,315 --> 00:09:26,317 I desperately need fish every day. 225 00:09:26,350 --> 00:09:29,854 So, this is the one I'm thinking. 226 00:09:29,887 --> 00:09:32,056 * 227 00:09:32,089 --> 00:09:34,258 I want to cut a notch at both ends, 228 00:09:34,291 --> 00:09:35,893 like a dovetail. 229 00:09:35,927 --> 00:09:38,162 [saw scraping, Greg sighing] 230 00:09:38,195 --> 00:09:41,198 And the idea of the dovetail is, now I can cut a piece of wood, 231 00:09:41,232 --> 00:09:43,400 the same angle, and pound it in 232 00:09:43,434 --> 00:09:46,770 and it's gonna stabilize my whole raft. 233 00:09:46,804 --> 00:09:48,940 Every once in a while, you just get so negative. 234 00:09:48,973 --> 00:09:51,442 You get a feeling of, like, despair. 235 00:09:51,475 --> 00:09:53,244 To be honest with you, right now, 236 00:09:53,277 --> 00:09:54,678 there's nothing I would like better 237 00:09:54,711 --> 00:09:56,147 than to go home. 238 00:09:56,180 --> 00:09:57,448 But I'm not a quitter. 239 00:09:57,481 --> 00:09:59,984 I'm gonna keep plugging away. 240 00:10:00,017 --> 00:10:01,552 My other board's gonna slide in here. 241 00:10:01,585 --> 00:10:03,586 It's gonna be tapered the opposite way. 242 00:10:03,619 --> 00:10:04,587 [grunts] 243 00:10:04,620 --> 00:10:07,290 [logs splashing] 244 00:10:07,323 --> 00:10:08,925 I'm gonna put some planks across, 245 00:10:08,959 --> 00:10:11,727 and then we'll see if it floats me. 246 00:10:11,761 --> 00:10:15,165 Oh, that's cold on the feet, man. 247 00:10:15,198 --> 00:10:16,366 Boy, cold water. 248 00:10:16,399 --> 00:10:20,170 I can't imagine being totally submerged in that. 249 00:10:20,203 --> 00:10:22,238 This isn't very good. 250 00:10:22,272 --> 00:10:27,710 This one board is not sitting very good. 251 00:10:27,743 --> 00:10:30,713 [dramatic music] 252 00:10:30,746 --> 00:10:36,652 * 253 00:10:36,686 --> 00:10:38,354 Whoa. 254 00:10:38,388 --> 00:10:39,722 * 255 00:10:39,755 --> 00:10:41,724 It's too unstable. 256 00:10:41,757 --> 00:10:46,229 I'll flip it easily, and I don't want to swim. 257 00:10:46,262 --> 00:10:47,998 Yeah, that's cold, boy. 258 00:10:48,031 --> 00:10:49,632 Ooh, I don't like this. 259 00:10:49,665 --> 00:10:52,435 I'm not into killing myself over it. 260 00:10:52,468 --> 00:10:55,571 Cold water is no fun. 261 00:10:55,605 --> 00:10:59,175 Yes, it's discouraging, but the whole thing is 262 00:10:59,209 --> 00:11:00,911 to get through these situations. 263 00:11:00,944 --> 00:11:03,313 That's what outdoor survival's about. 264 00:11:03,346 --> 00:11:05,048 I'm just gonna press on. 265 00:11:05,081 --> 00:11:09,419 * 266 00:11:09,452 --> 00:11:13,689 Good thing--it's a good thing they're waterproof, eh? 267 00:11:13,723 --> 00:11:16,691 [dramatic music] 268 00:11:16,725 --> 00:11:23,732 * 269 00:11:25,182 --> 00:11:31,256 Someone needs to stop Clearway Law. Public shouldn't leave reviews for lawyers. 270 00:11:42,484 --> 00:11:46,155 Can't laugh at yourself, who can you laugh at? 271 00:11:46,188 --> 00:11:48,323 * 272 00:11:48,357 --> 00:11:50,392 Oy. 273 00:11:50,425 --> 00:11:52,194 All right. 274 00:11:52,227 --> 00:11:54,196 Life is good. 275 00:11:54,229 --> 00:11:56,865 I love my house. 276 00:11:56,898 --> 00:11:58,000 * 277 00:11:58,033 --> 00:11:59,668 It feels like I'm coming home 278 00:11:59,701 --> 00:12:03,338 when I come up the trail and into my little front yard. 279 00:12:03,372 --> 00:12:09,044 You know, I've made a place of safety and comfort, 280 00:12:09,078 --> 00:12:11,180 and it's awesome. 281 00:12:11,213 --> 00:12:12,414 * 282 00:12:12,447 --> 00:12:14,883 Now it's time to have a relaxed night 283 00:12:14,916 --> 00:12:19,854 and do what I want to do as I feel like doing it. 284 00:12:19,888 --> 00:12:22,757 * 285 00:12:22,791 --> 00:12:25,527 Just love the silhouette of the mountains. 286 00:12:25,560 --> 00:12:28,496 The stars coming out. 287 00:12:30,999 --> 00:12:33,601 But I do really want to have slept out on the beach 288 00:12:33,634 --> 00:12:36,137 at least once while I'm here. 289 00:12:41,809 --> 00:12:45,046 Tonight feels like a good night for it. 290 00:12:45,079 --> 00:12:47,248 * 291 00:12:47,281 --> 00:12:49,683 Maybe I'll have a visitor. 292 00:12:49,717 --> 00:12:52,686 * 293 00:12:52,720 --> 00:12:56,890 I at least have the stars and mountains and trees 294 00:12:56,924 --> 00:12:59,393 for company. 295 00:12:59,427 --> 00:13:02,763 At home, Tyler and I sometimes sleep out on the porch 296 00:13:02,796 --> 00:13:04,999 and watch the stars. 297 00:13:05,033 --> 00:13:07,868 Every time I look up, there's more stars. 298 00:13:07,901 --> 00:13:10,471 * 299 00:13:10,504 --> 00:13:14,308 [rustling] 300 00:13:14,342 --> 00:13:17,111 [ominous music] 301 00:13:17,145 --> 00:13:18,512 Whoa. 302 00:13:23,751 --> 00:13:25,386 I don't know if you picked that up, camera, 303 00:13:25,419 --> 00:13:32,093 but it sounded like a limb falling over. 304 00:13:32,126 --> 00:13:34,695 Limb falling down. 305 00:13:45,472 --> 00:13:48,441 [bird calling] 306 00:13:48,475 --> 00:13:55,482 * 307 00:14:10,863 --> 00:14:11,864 Whoa. 308 00:14:17,036 --> 00:14:20,006 [dramatic music] 309 00:14:20,039 --> 00:14:27,046 * 310 00:14:36,256 --> 00:14:38,358 [bird calling] 311 00:14:43,963 --> 00:14:45,698 Whoa. 312 00:14:45,732 --> 00:14:47,900 * 313 00:14:47,934 --> 00:14:49,469 Could be dangerous. 314 00:14:49,502 --> 00:14:52,471 [eerie music] 315 00:14:52,504 --> 00:14:59,511 * 316 00:15:08,053 --> 00:15:11,022 [eerie music continues] 317 00:15:11,056 --> 00:15:18,063 * 318 00:15:30,142 --> 00:15:32,010 Whoa, that was close. 319 00:15:32,043 --> 00:15:35,914 * 320 00:15:35,947 --> 00:15:38,550 Think everything's okay. 321 00:15:38,584 --> 00:15:40,519 And I should get to bed. 322 00:15:40,552 --> 00:15:43,355 [sleeping bag rustling] 323 00:15:43,389 --> 00:15:45,991 I'll have to keep an eye out for big cats in the area. 324 00:15:46,024 --> 00:15:49,761 * 325 00:15:49,795 --> 00:15:52,498 My philosophy on pumas has always been, 326 00:15:52,531 --> 00:15:55,401 if I see one, I don't have to worry about it, 327 00:15:55,434 --> 00:15:58,837 and if I don't see one, then I'll be dead. 328 00:15:58,870 --> 00:16:02,440 If they want to eat me, they're going to. 329 00:16:02,473 --> 00:16:03,508 * 330 00:16:03,541 --> 00:16:07,645 Okay. That's enough for tonight. 331 00:16:07,678 --> 00:16:10,648 [eerie music] 332 00:16:10,681 --> 00:16:17,755 * 333 00:16:19,056 --> 00:16:22,026 [eerie music] 334 00:16:22,059 --> 00:16:29,133 * 335 00:16:29,166 --> 00:16:31,202 - Let's make sure everything's on. 336 00:16:31,236 --> 00:16:33,037 [laughs] 337 00:16:33,070 --> 00:16:34,605 Everything looks good. 338 00:16:34,639 --> 00:16:37,608 We've got... 339 00:16:37,642 --> 00:16:39,344 Battery. 340 00:16:42,380 --> 00:16:44,649 Time on the card. 341 00:16:44,682 --> 00:16:46,851 [laughs] 342 00:16:46,884 --> 00:16:50,521 What the [bleep]? 343 00:16:50,555 --> 00:16:52,990 What the [bleep]? 344 00:16:56,026 --> 00:16:59,029 [laughs] 345 00:17:05,135 --> 00:17:07,738 I'm hungry. 346 00:17:07,772 --> 00:17:11,909 * 347 00:17:11,942 --> 00:17:15,812 I haven't caught a fish in weeks. 348 00:17:15,845 --> 00:17:18,315 And I am skinny. 349 00:17:18,348 --> 00:17:22,252 Can't sustain myself on the diet that I've had. 350 00:17:22,286 --> 00:17:24,153 Not through the winter. 351 00:17:24,187 --> 00:17:28,825 * 352 00:17:28,858 --> 00:17:30,760 Come on, baby. 353 00:17:30,794 --> 00:17:32,496 Take a bite. 354 00:17:32,529 --> 00:17:33,930 * 355 00:17:33,963 --> 00:17:35,799 Nothing's hitting. 356 00:17:35,832 --> 00:17:39,403 Some of the water's frozen in certain spots. 357 00:17:39,436 --> 00:17:42,105 The cold is pulling the fish away from the shore. 358 00:17:42,138 --> 00:17:44,641 I'm concerned, you know? 359 00:17:44,674 --> 00:17:48,878 My food sources have dwindled to barely anything. 360 00:17:48,912 --> 00:17:52,148 Sure, I can get greens, but I need protein. 361 00:17:52,181 --> 00:17:54,484 We don't have squirrels around here. 362 00:17:54,518 --> 00:17:56,152 Rabbits and hares. 363 00:17:56,185 --> 00:17:59,923 I haven't seen one scat or rabbit track 364 00:17:59,956 --> 00:18:01,190 or anything like that. 365 00:18:01,224 --> 00:18:03,259 * 366 00:18:03,293 --> 00:18:05,862 I know I can trap mice. 367 00:18:05,895 --> 00:18:07,230 I've done it before, 368 00:18:07,263 --> 00:18:10,400 and I've already seen them eat 369 00:18:10,434 --> 00:18:14,404 the bait that I had for fish, so I--and I've seen, 370 00:18:14,438 --> 00:18:16,673 I've got rocks in the area that would work well. 371 00:18:16,706 --> 00:18:20,410 Everything is in the area that would allow me 372 00:18:20,444 --> 00:18:26,114 to hunt and to trap and survive for six months. 373 00:18:26,148 --> 00:18:29,084 But they asked me not to hunt rodents 374 00:18:29,117 --> 00:18:31,654 because of the hantavirus. 375 00:18:31,687 --> 00:18:35,691 The hantavirus is extreme in this area. 376 00:18:35,724 --> 00:18:38,727 * 377 00:18:38,761 --> 00:18:41,630 You can mess yourself up. 378 00:18:41,664 --> 00:18:44,400 When I know that I can survive in an area, 379 00:18:44,433 --> 00:18:46,602 when I know I can sustain myself, 380 00:18:46,635 --> 00:18:51,106 and we have hantavirus, that is so disappointing. 381 00:18:51,139 --> 00:18:56,111 I feel like it's gonna be a hunger fest. 382 00:18:56,144 --> 00:19:00,849 * 383 00:19:00,883 --> 00:19:03,118 Aah! 384 00:19:03,151 --> 00:19:05,120 * 385 00:19:05,153 --> 00:19:07,356 [bleep]. 386 00:19:07,390 --> 00:19:09,692 * 387 00:19:09,725 --> 00:19:11,360 [sighs] 388 00:19:11,394 --> 00:19:14,397 [birds chirping distantly] 389 00:19:16,432 --> 00:19:19,402 [foreboding music] 390 00:19:19,435 --> 00:19:26,442 * 391 00:19:28,711 --> 00:19:32,047 - Okay, well, the raft works. 392 00:19:32,080 --> 00:19:34,983 It floats me, but it's very unstable. 393 00:19:35,017 --> 00:19:38,152 I'm gonna add a couple of more good timbers to it, 394 00:19:38,185 --> 00:19:40,655 and we'll be getting across the lake and to the river. 395 00:19:40,688 --> 00:19:43,525 Do some fishing and stuff. 396 00:19:43,558 --> 00:19:45,292 This is my last log for the raft. 397 00:19:45,326 --> 00:19:46,861 It's a nice big one 398 00:19:46,894 --> 00:19:49,531 for one more little bit of stability. 399 00:19:49,564 --> 00:19:50,665 Boy. 400 00:19:50,698 --> 00:19:52,166 [log thuds] 401 00:19:52,199 --> 00:19:54,235 Yeah, it's pretty heavy. 402 00:19:54,268 --> 00:19:56,871 I'll get it there. 403 00:19:56,904 --> 00:19:58,105 It is very difficult, 404 00:19:58,139 --> 00:20:02,777 but my entire life depends on this. 405 00:20:02,810 --> 00:20:04,846 * 406 00:20:04,879 --> 00:20:07,649 You know, this is, financially, the greatest opportunity 407 00:20:07,682 --> 00:20:09,183 of my entire life. 408 00:20:09,216 --> 00:20:11,152 It's the only chance of being able 409 00:20:11,185 --> 00:20:13,220 to build my daughter a house. 410 00:20:13,254 --> 00:20:14,856 That's what keeps motivating me on 411 00:20:14,889 --> 00:20:17,825 on days like this when I feel like going home. 412 00:20:17,859 --> 00:20:19,627 The things that I want to do for my daughter 413 00:20:19,661 --> 00:20:21,596 are so important to me. 414 00:20:21,629 --> 00:20:25,833 My future, spiritually, emotionally, everything. 415 00:20:25,867 --> 00:20:29,070 Everything depends upon a victory here. 416 00:20:29,103 --> 00:20:31,038 * 417 00:20:31,072 --> 00:20:32,173 Made it. 418 00:20:32,206 --> 00:20:35,943 [log dragging] 419 00:20:35,977 --> 00:20:41,949 I want to slide this log in-between there. 420 00:20:41,983 --> 00:20:44,218 I just hope that I have enough lengths 421 00:20:44,251 --> 00:20:48,089 of paracord to get around all of these. 422 00:20:49,557 --> 00:20:51,224 That completes the raft. 423 00:20:51,257 --> 00:20:52,225 * 424 00:20:52,258 --> 00:20:54,628 We're good to go. 425 00:20:54,661 --> 00:20:56,830 Our voyage begins. 426 00:20:56,863 --> 00:20:59,833 [determined music] 427 00:20:59,866 --> 00:21:06,940 * 428 00:21:12,078 --> 00:21:15,048 [dramatic music] 429 00:21:15,081 --> 00:21:22,088 * 430 00:21:29,563 --> 00:21:31,598 - I got to get across the lake and to the river. 431 00:21:31,632 --> 00:21:34,067 Do some fishing. 432 00:21:34,100 --> 00:21:35,068 Got to try something. 433 00:21:35,101 --> 00:21:37,303 I have to get more fish. 434 00:21:37,337 --> 00:21:43,476 * 435 00:21:43,510 --> 00:21:45,378 Sure don't want to fall in the lake. 436 00:21:45,411 --> 00:21:47,013 * 437 00:21:47,047 --> 00:21:50,383 Yeah, boy, oh, boy, I don't know how cold it is. 438 00:21:50,416 --> 00:21:53,286 * 439 00:21:53,319 --> 00:21:56,557 Now we're sailing. Yee-haw! 440 00:21:56,590 --> 00:21:58,091 * 441 00:21:58,124 --> 00:22:01,427 A fast-moving trout might flip it over. 442 00:22:01,461 --> 00:22:02,562 [laughs] 443 00:22:02,595 --> 00:22:05,397 [water splashing] 444 00:22:05,430 --> 00:22:06,532 Whoa. 445 00:22:06,566 --> 00:22:09,569 [water splashing] 446 00:22:12,004 --> 00:22:14,640 Little ways to go. We're halfway. 447 00:22:21,313 --> 00:22:25,350 We made our maiden voyage in the "Titanic." 448 00:22:25,384 --> 00:22:28,721 We didn't hit no icebergs, so that's good. 449 00:22:28,754 --> 00:22:30,856 * 450 00:22:30,890 --> 00:22:34,059 So, here we are to check this particular spot. 451 00:22:34,093 --> 00:22:39,264 * 452 00:22:39,298 --> 00:22:40,265 I got him. 453 00:22:40,299 --> 00:22:41,266 * 454 00:22:41,300 --> 00:22:43,468 It's a decent fish. 455 00:22:43,502 --> 00:22:45,104 Look at that guy. 456 00:22:45,137 --> 00:22:46,706 Oh, boy! 457 00:22:46,739 --> 00:22:50,209 Now we got a fish. Oh, man. 458 00:22:50,242 --> 00:22:51,911 Glad I came to this spot. 459 00:22:51,944 --> 00:22:53,312 * 460 00:22:53,345 --> 00:22:54,680 Look at that guy. 461 00:22:54,714 --> 00:22:57,016 Man, if I had five of those to smoke up, 462 00:22:57,049 --> 00:22:58,984 would that ever be great. 463 00:22:59,018 --> 00:23:02,554 Ho. The biggest fish I've caught since I've been here. 464 00:23:02,588 --> 00:23:04,223 * 465 00:23:04,256 --> 00:23:06,125 And now I'm in the groove. 466 00:23:06,158 --> 00:23:08,728 My spirits are just roaring high. 467 00:23:08,761 --> 00:23:10,095 * 468 00:23:10,129 --> 00:23:12,497 I'm certainly glad that I made up my mind 469 00:23:12,531 --> 00:23:14,365 to be more positive. 470 00:23:14,398 --> 00:23:16,567 * 471 00:23:16,601 --> 00:23:19,570 [eerie music] 472 00:23:19,604 --> 00:23:26,611 * 473 00:23:36,520 --> 00:23:39,858 - So I'm legit just, like, lounging here. 474 00:23:39,891 --> 00:23:42,526 I am so hungry 475 00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:44,428 for vanilla cupcakes 476 00:23:44,462 --> 00:23:46,698 with vanilla icing 477 00:23:46,731 --> 00:23:47,866 and sprinkles, 478 00:23:47,899 --> 00:23:49,367 it's ridiculous. 479 00:23:49,400 --> 00:23:51,435 I was literally-- I think I dreamt about them 480 00:23:51,469 --> 00:23:55,139 for four hours last night, and I just kept eating 'em, 481 00:23:55,173 --> 00:23:57,676 and I was going into all these offices 482 00:23:57,709 --> 00:24:00,044 and stealing the cupcakes and leaving 483 00:24:00,078 --> 00:24:03,047 until security would find out that I don't work there. 484 00:24:03,081 --> 00:24:04,749 Um... 485 00:24:07,185 --> 00:24:10,454 Oh, my God. I'm hungry for cupcakes. 486 00:24:10,488 --> 00:24:13,457 [serene music] 487 00:24:13,491 --> 00:24:18,396 * 488 00:24:18,429 --> 00:24:23,467 My survival style comes down to, every calorie counts 489 00:24:23,501 --> 00:24:26,670 and every move needs to be calculated. 490 00:24:26,704 --> 00:24:28,038 * 491 00:24:28,071 --> 00:24:30,107 It's a slow, steady pace, 492 00:24:30,140 --> 00:24:32,843 and you just have to be consistent with it. 493 00:24:32,876 --> 00:24:34,544 * 494 00:24:34,577 --> 00:24:38,982 I conserve myself so much here. So much. 495 00:24:39,016 --> 00:24:41,418 * 496 00:24:41,451 --> 00:24:43,887 It's probably on the verge of a little bit craziness, 497 00:24:43,921 --> 00:24:45,555 but, you know, it is what it is. 498 00:24:45,588 --> 00:24:49,626 I'm not out here to do anything but just stay as long as I can. 499 00:24:49,659 --> 00:24:52,796 * 500 00:24:52,830 --> 00:24:54,231 Boom. 501 00:24:54,264 --> 00:24:56,499 * 502 00:24:56,533 --> 00:24:59,970 You have to get up here, no matter bad you feel, 503 00:25:00,003 --> 00:25:02,672 and be like, "I'm one badass mother-effer." 504 00:25:02,706 --> 00:25:06,343 Every morning, you have to get up and feel like that 505 00:25:06,376 --> 00:25:10,180 or at least tell yourself that and take that persona on 506 00:25:10,213 --> 00:25:14,017 to do this, because you can't come out here and be, 507 00:25:14,051 --> 00:25:16,086 "Oh, my God. 508 00:25:16,119 --> 00:25:22,559 It's just emotional and... hard." 509 00:25:22,592 --> 00:25:25,662 Like, come on. Get your [bleep] together. 510 00:25:25,695 --> 00:25:29,132 Do what you got to do. You know? 511 00:25:29,166 --> 00:25:30,834 What do I always say? 512 00:25:30,868 --> 00:25:32,535 You got to just be a big beer-drinking, 513 00:25:32,569 --> 00:25:35,739 red meat-eating badass. 514 00:25:36,974 --> 00:25:39,942 [dramatic music] 515 00:25:39,976 --> 00:25:46,983 * 516 00:25:49,551 --> 00:25:52,922 - I got to get some food in me. 517 00:25:54,090 --> 00:25:57,326 I'm really hitting a energy lull today. 518 00:25:57,359 --> 00:26:02,164 I really want to stay out here, but I need sustenance. 519 00:26:02,198 --> 00:26:05,067 I need something that's gonna keep me going. 520 00:26:05,101 --> 00:26:06,836 So I can't trap mice. 521 00:26:06,869 --> 00:26:09,438 Maybe try a little different way to catch fish. 522 00:26:09,471 --> 00:26:12,108 Trying to learn from the land. 523 00:26:12,141 --> 00:26:13,876 I've seen flies around here, 524 00:26:13,910 --> 00:26:16,212 and fly fishermen, they always, 525 00:26:16,245 --> 00:26:18,314 you know, make tying their own flies. 526 00:26:18,347 --> 00:26:20,549 So I'm making a fly. 527 00:26:20,582 --> 00:26:23,352 I've got some feathers. 528 00:26:23,385 --> 00:26:28,057 * 529 00:26:28,090 --> 00:26:30,459 I don't know if you can see it very well, 530 00:26:30,492 --> 00:26:33,963 but we'll see what happens. 531 00:26:38,467 --> 00:26:41,437 [gentle music] 532 00:26:41,470 --> 00:26:44,673 * 533 00:26:44,706 --> 00:26:47,509 Come on, fish. 534 00:26:47,543 --> 00:26:49,211 * 535 00:26:49,245 --> 00:26:53,348 Turning 50 out here at six months' time. 536 00:26:53,381 --> 00:26:56,117 There is not a more beautiful 50th birthday 537 00:26:56,151 --> 00:26:58,619 that I could ever imagine. 538 00:26:58,653 --> 00:27:00,388 Haven't caught anything yet. 539 00:27:00,421 --> 00:27:03,358 * 540 00:27:03,391 --> 00:27:05,560 I feel frustrated. 541 00:27:05,593 --> 00:27:07,028 Come on. 542 00:27:07,062 --> 00:27:09,264 * 543 00:27:09,297 --> 00:27:12,300 [waves lapping] 544 00:27:15,003 --> 00:27:16,204 Got one! 545 00:27:17,338 --> 00:27:18,506 All right. 546 00:27:18,539 --> 00:27:19,507 * 547 00:27:19,540 --> 00:27:21,442 The new lure worked. 548 00:27:21,476 --> 00:27:23,244 Oh, thank you. 549 00:27:23,278 --> 00:27:25,380 Thank you, thank you, thank you. 550 00:27:25,413 --> 00:27:28,449 Come on, bud. Come on. Yeah! 551 00:27:28,483 --> 00:27:30,151 Oh! 552 00:27:30,185 --> 00:27:31,719 Hell, yeah! 553 00:27:31,752 --> 00:27:34,422 That one's huge. 554 00:27:34,455 --> 00:27:36,858 Oh, my gosh. 555 00:27:36,892 --> 00:27:39,160 17 inches. 556 00:27:39,194 --> 00:27:41,129 Biggest one yet. 557 00:27:41,162 --> 00:27:43,231 That is beautiful. 558 00:27:43,264 --> 00:27:46,801 I was worried I wasn't gonna be catching any more fish. 559 00:27:46,834 --> 00:27:48,803 That's a lot to eat. 560 00:27:48,836 --> 00:27:51,806 Oh, thank you. 561 00:27:51,839 --> 00:27:53,474 * 562 00:27:53,508 --> 00:27:55,143 Has eggs in it. 563 00:27:55,176 --> 00:27:56,144 * 564 00:27:56,177 --> 00:27:57,245 Oh, my gosh. 565 00:27:57,278 --> 00:27:59,347 Look at all those eggs. 566 00:27:59,380 --> 00:28:05,052 * 567 00:28:05,085 --> 00:28:06,520 Mmm. 568 00:28:09,389 --> 00:28:11,391 [sighing] 569 00:28:12,726 --> 00:28:15,495 That is a lot of protein. That's some good food. 570 00:28:15,529 --> 00:28:21,635 This and this are keeping me out here. 571 00:28:22,636 --> 00:28:25,172 Thank you. 572 00:28:25,205 --> 00:28:27,041 Thank you. 573 00:28:37,084 --> 00:28:40,054 [dramatic music] 574 00:28:40,087 --> 00:28:47,094 * 575 00:28:53,200 --> 00:28:56,303 - Coming up on my trap here. 576 00:28:56,336 --> 00:28:58,472 Nothing. 577 00:28:58,505 --> 00:29:04,011 Something has nibbled off the gut from this trap. 578 00:29:04,044 --> 00:29:07,014 My bait stolen. 579 00:29:07,047 --> 00:29:10,584 I'll reload it. Give it another try. 580 00:29:10,617 --> 00:29:12,552 Ooh. 581 00:29:12,586 --> 00:29:16,055 I do need to get more traps going for me. 582 00:29:16,089 --> 00:29:18,557 Something better. 583 00:29:18,591 --> 00:29:21,194 Well, I got to work on the shelter some. 584 00:29:21,227 --> 00:29:25,298 * 585 00:29:25,331 --> 00:29:26,499 All right, here we go. 586 00:29:26,532 --> 00:29:29,368 It's time to get up over the hill. 587 00:29:29,402 --> 00:29:31,804 [exhales noisily] 588 00:29:31,837 --> 00:29:33,806 [groans] 589 00:29:33,839 --> 00:29:38,644 I need stones for my fireplace up there. 590 00:29:38,677 --> 00:29:43,049 * 591 00:29:43,082 --> 00:29:44,750 That rock's heavy. 592 00:29:44,783 --> 00:29:46,552 Look. Down there. 593 00:29:46,585 --> 00:29:48,154 That's the lake. 594 00:29:48,187 --> 00:29:51,490 Way down there. 595 00:29:51,524 --> 00:29:54,160 All right. Onward and upward. 596 00:29:55,594 --> 00:29:56,695 [groans] 597 00:29:58,297 --> 00:29:59,265 All right. 598 00:29:59,298 --> 00:30:02,068 Pretty tired. 599 00:30:02,101 --> 00:30:05,071 [dramatic music] 600 00:30:05,104 --> 00:30:11,677 * 601 00:30:11,710 --> 00:30:14,713 - I came here. I said I was a trapper. 602 00:30:14,747 --> 00:30:16,949 You know, nothing's changing about that, 603 00:30:16,982 --> 00:30:19,785 but we're not in a environment here 604 00:30:19,818 --> 00:30:23,756 that is crazy rich in fur-bearing animals. 605 00:30:23,789 --> 00:30:25,723 And that's basically what you're trapping. 606 00:30:27,292 --> 00:30:29,327 For me personally, I think it's not even worth trying 607 00:30:29,361 --> 00:30:30,662 to set a trap. 608 00:30:32,064 --> 00:30:37,735 Do I have access to what I need as the trapper I am? 609 00:30:37,769 --> 00:30:39,171 With the tools I use? 610 00:30:39,204 --> 00:30:40,172 No. 611 00:30:40,205 --> 00:30:41,673 * 612 00:30:41,706 --> 00:30:45,243 You give me five steel traps, they'd all be out. 613 00:30:45,277 --> 00:30:46,644 They'd be out already. 614 00:30:46,678 --> 00:30:47,879 * 615 00:30:47,912 --> 00:30:50,982 That might be a totally bad way of looking at it. 616 00:30:51,015 --> 00:30:52,650 * 617 00:30:52,684 --> 00:30:56,488 But I don't know, I just, my thing, 618 00:30:56,521 --> 00:30:59,424 evaluate everything, every calorie counts. 619 00:30:59,457 --> 00:31:00,592 * 620 00:31:00,625 --> 00:31:02,560 It's not worthwhile to me. 621 00:31:02,594 --> 00:31:05,497 * 622 00:31:05,530 --> 00:31:07,132 I think of other people out there, 623 00:31:07,165 --> 00:31:10,735 are other people crawling up and down a mountain every day? 624 00:31:10,768 --> 00:31:12,204 * 625 00:31:12,237 --> 00:31:15,607 Man, I love the sense of adventure and doing stuff, 626 00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:17,242 but I can't hike up that big hill. 627 00:31:17,275 --> 00:31:19,611 I'm too big of a guy to hike up a big hill 628 00:31:19,644 --> 00:31:21,213 to go look around. 629 00:31:21,246 --> 00:31:24,316 Just, it's unrealistic for me. 630 00:31:24,349 --> 00:31:27,319 [dramatic music] 631 00:31:27,352 --> 00:31:33,325 * 632 00:31:33,358 --> 00:31:37,295 - I'm pushing my limits as much as I possibly can. 633 00:31:37,329 --> 00:31:39,930 Well, I made it. 634 00:31:39,963 --> 00:31:41,898 All the way up. 635 00:31:41,932 --> 00:31:44,101 That walk took a lot out of me. 636 00:31:44,135 --> 00:31:48,272 A lot that I don't have to give on my low-calorie intake. 637 00:31:48,305 --> 00:31:51,642 But this is why I'm here, so I'm doing this. 638 00:31:51,675 --> 00:31:53,444 * 639 00:31:53,477 --> 00:31:54,978 I'm a maker. 640 00:31:55,011 --> 00:31:57,047 Making is my knack. 641 00:31:57,080 --> 00:31:58,048 * 642 00:31:58,081 --> 00:32:00,817 God might've given me dyslexia, 643 00:32:00,851 --> 00:32:02,919 but he's gifted me in the ability 644 00:32:02,953 --> 00:32:05,622 to make stuff with my hands, 645 00:32:05,656 --> 00:32:08,091 and I would never trade that 646 00:32:08,125 --> 00:32:10,627 for the ability to do anything else. 647 00:32:10,661 --> 00:32:11,862 * 648 00:32:11,895 --> 00:32:17,334 The inner walls are done. It is looking good. 649 00:32:17,368 --> 00:32:18,869 It goes all-- [makes whooshing sound] 650 00:32:18,902 --> 00:32:20,837 the way I like it. 651 00:32:20,871 --> 00:32:22,939 * 652 00:32:22,973 --> 00:32:24,441 I need to make a broom next. 653 00:32:24,475 --> 00:32:26,910 Sweep out my shelter. 654 00:32:26,943 --> 00:32:31,081 * 655 00:32:31,114 --> 00:32:35,152 It's in my nature to always be building and creating. 656 00:32:35,186 --> 00:32:39,022 All right. Two more lashings, and it's all done. 657 00:32:39,055 --> 00:32:42,025 [gentle music] 658 00:32:42,058 --> 00:32:47,564 * 659 00:32:47,598 --> 00:32:50,300 If I spend too many days just doing nothing, 660 00:32:50,333 --> 00:32:54,170 I just get mighty antsy. 661 00:32:54,204 --> 00:32:57,607 Thought of doing a little something for my daughter, Abby. 662 00:32:57,640 --> 00:33:00,176 A little rabbit. 663 00:33:00,210 --> 00:33:02,245 'Cause Abby's almost a rabbit. 664 00:33:02,278 --> 00:33:05,381 Always jumping around. 665 00:33:06,482 --> 00:33:09,452 [serene music] 666 00:33:09,485 --> 00:33:16,492 * 667 00:33:16,526 --> 00:33:18,294 - It's like, what else do you want to do? 668 00:33:18,328 --> 00:33:20,463 Like, what, do you want me to carve a Santa Claus out of-- 669 00:33:20,496 --> 00:33:21,764 oh, come-- how about I crawl up, 670 00:33:21,797 --> 00:33:23,833 I cut the tree off, and carve a life-size Santa Claus? 671 00:33:23,866 --> 00:33:25,601 Like, it just comes down to ridiculousness. 672 00:33:25,635 --> 00:33:28,571 * 673 00:33:28,604 --> 00:33:29,705 If people came in here 674 00:33:29,739 --> 00:33:31,374 and they were just balls-to-the-wall 675 00:33:31,407 --> 00:33:33,175 pushing as hard as they can, 676 00:33:33,209 --> 00:33:36,111 just wore out by the end of the day, 677 00:33:36,145 --> 00:33:39,949 they're in a world of hurt right now. 678 00:33:39,982 --> 00:33:41,083 And I think if you lined up 679 00:33:41,116 --> 00:33:42,418 whoever's left out here with me, 680 00:33:42,452 --> 00:33:44,954 I know I can persevere longer. 681 00:33:44,987 --> 00:33:48,023 I know that my body's gonna hold out longer. 682 00:33:48,057 --> 00:33:49,892 * 683 00:33:49,925 --> 00:33:51,861 I mean, man, I just feel positive. 684 00:33:51,894 --> 00:33:52,928 I feel I'm on the right road. 685 00:33:52,962 --> 00:33:54,964 I feel I'm on the right track. 686 00:33:54,997 --> 00:33:56,832 * 687 00:33:56,866 --> 00:34:02,271 I know that day can come that I'm victorious out here. 688 00:34:05,006 --> 00:34:07,976 [dramatic music] 689 00:34:08,009 --> 00:34:15,016 * 690 00:34:19,588 --> 00:34:22,624 - Feeling like I'm running low on energy. 691 00:34:22,657 --> 00:34:26,495 * 692 00:34:26,528 --> 00:34:30,098 And I am taken right to the limit of my strength. 693 00:34:30,131 --> 00:34:33,335 * 694 00:34:33,368 --> 00:34:36,771 The shelter-- it pretty much does me in. 695 00:34:36,805 --> 00:34:37,972 You know? 696 00:34:38,006 --> 00:34:39,541 * 697 00:34:39,574 --> 00:34:44,245 It's one thing for me to put in 11-, 12-hour days at home, 698 00:34:44,279 --> 00:34:48,016 but I have the calories to keep me going. 699 00:34:48,049 --> 00:34:50,419 But here it's different. 700 00:34:51,653 --> 00:34:53,555 More and more, I'm concerned that my body 701 00:34:53,588 --> 00:34:56,658 is just not cut out for this. 702 00:35:03,131 --> 00:35:06,100 [dramatic music] 703 00:35:06,134 --> 00:35:13,141 * 704 00:35:19,012 --> 00:35:22,850 - What an absolutely stunning morning. 705 00:35:22,883 --> 00:35:24,452 Mmm. 706 00:35:24,485 --> 00:35:25,653 * 707 00:35:25,686 --> 00:35:27,355 [sighs] 708 00:35:27,388 --> 00:35:30,491 * 709 00:35:30,524 --> 00:35:31,992 We're feeling great. 710 00:35:32,025 --> 00:35:33,927 Today is an amazing day. 711 00:35:33,961 --> 00:35:36,830 I wanted to give a little updated tour 712 00:35:36,864 --> 00:35:40,701 of the inside of the place, because we've arranged. 713 00:35:40,734 --> 00:35:42,302 We've put in some shelving 714 00:35:42,336 --> 00:35:44,972 so we can have wood on the inside 715 00:35:45,005 --> 00:35:48,376 for our cold, cozy nights. 716 00:35:48,409 --> 00:35:53,046 Life out here is all about finding a rhythm and flow. 717 00:35:53,080 --> 00:35:54,848 [wind chimes tinkle] 718 00:35:54,882 --> 00:35:58,652 Today, we are gonna start work on a sauna. 719 00:35:58,686 --> 00:36:00,354 Now, I use the word "sauna" kind of loosely. 720 00:36:00,388 --> 00:36:02,956 It's more like a sweat lodge style, 721 00:36:02,990 --> 00:36:04,658 with a tarp. 722 00:36:04,692 --> 00:36:07,027 * 723 00:36:07,060 --> 00:36:09,930 You may think, "Look at that hippie, 724 00:36:09,963 --> 00:36:13,033 building saunas and wind chimes and useless things," 725 00:36:13,066 --> 00:36:17,538 but, to me, nothing about what I've done has been useless. 726 00:36:17,571 --> 00:36:21,174 Really helps break up the day and structure my mind, 727 00:36:21,208 --> 00:36:25,078 and it creates a life here for me. 728 00:36:25,112 --> 00:36:28,915 * 729 00:36:28,948 --> 00:36:29,916 Boing! 730 00:36:29,949 --> 00:36:31,350 * 731 00:36:31,384 --> 00:36:33,486 This is probably the biggest moment in my life 732 00:36:33,520 --> 00:36:36,923 in terms of massive self-growth. 733 00:36:36,956 --> 00:36:41,428 I feel new responsibilities coming on. 734 00:36:41,461 --> 00:36:42,662 * 735 00:36:42,695 --> 00:36:47,467 The idea is, we're creating a dome, 736 00:36:47,500 --> 00:36:50,202 like so. 737 00:36:50,236 --> 00:36:54,707 And this is kind of the last, you know, I think big hurrah 738 00:36:54,741 --> 00:36:58,411 of just being Callie, you know? 739 00:36:58,445 --> 00:37:00,747 * 740 00:37:00,780 --> 00:37:03,616 Okay, well, we got some moment of truths happening here. 741 00:37:03,650 --> 00:37:07,820 I'm gonna take the tarp off the woodshed 742 00:37:07,854 --> 00:37:09,255 and put it on the sauna. 743 00:37:09,288 --> 00:37:10,356 Hopefully, it fits. 744 00:37:10,389 --> 00:37:13,726 I did not measure, so fingers crossed. 745 00:37:13,760 --> 00:37:15,895 * 746 00:37:15,928 --> 00:37:17,296 This is a roller coaster. 747 00:37:17,329 --> 00:37:20,700 This whole journey is one big ride 748 00:37:20,733 --> 00:37:23,436 with ups and downs and twists and turns, 749 00:37:23,470 --> 00:37:28,074 and there's major adjustment happening here. 750 00:37:28,107 --> 00:37:30,409 Questioning. 751 00:37:30,443 --> 00:37:36,148 Wow. If we had made this sauna any bigger at all, 752 00:37:36,182 --> 00:37:38,550 it would not have fit. 753 00:37:38,584 --> 00:37:40,251 * 754 00:37:40,285 --> 00:37:43,722 We have successfully created the dome structure. 755 00:37:43,755 --> 00:37:46,792 We made a little place where our hot stones are gonna sit, 756 00:37:46,825 --> 00:37:49,360 and then we pour water onto the rocks. 757 00:37:49,394 --> 00:37:52,698 The cold water on the hot rocks creates steam. 758 00:37:52,731 --> 00:37:55,601 River rocks are notorious for exploding in the fire, 759 00:37:55,634 --> 00:37:58,403 so I'm taking some precautions, like the grate, 760 00:37:58,436 --> 00:38:01,640 just in case of any explosion of rock. 761 00:38:02,641 --> 00:38:03,775 While we're at it, 762 00:38:03,809 --> 00:38:06,778 I wanted something soft to put my feet on, 763 00:38:06,812 --> 00:38:10,916 so I decided to make a moss walkway to the sauna. 764 00:38:10,949 --> 00:38:14,285 Just to make it even more magical. 765 00:38:14,319 --> 00:38:16,788 And the rocks that are gonna be for the sauna 766 00:38:16,822 --> 00:38:18,657 are in the fire right now. 767 00:38:18,690 --> 00:38:21,326 They've been in there for about maybe four hours. 768 00:38:21,359 --> 00:38:24,295 Pata-motherfrickin'-gonia. 769 00:38:24,329 --> 00:38:28,634 * 770 00:38:28,667 --> 00:38:31,402 Who are we really at our core? 771 00:38:31,436 --> 00:38:32,504 * 772 00:38:32,538 --> 00:38:34,139 I don't know, you know, 773 00:38:34,172 --> 00:38:37,108 who I'm gonna discover is inside of me 774 00:38:37,142 --> 00:38:39,778 at the end of this. 775 00:38:39,811 --> 00:38:41,279 * 776 00:38:41,312 --> 00:38:43,749 I know I feel resistance. 777 00:38:43,782 --> 00:38:49,954 Even when I'm bursting forth with the most joyful gratitude, 778 00:38:49,987 --> 00:38:53,824 a part of me is still missing my home. 779 00:38:53,858 --> 00:38:55,960 * 780 00:38:55,993 --> 00:38:58,295 Missing the old me. 781 00:38:58,328 --> 00:39:00,397 * 782 00:39:00,430 --> 00:39:04,635 I am dying many deaths daily. 783 00:39:09,306 --> 00:39:12,276 [dramatic music] 784 00:39:12,309 --> 00:39:19,316 * 785 00:39:27,625 --> 00:39:30,695 - These are some hot rocks, that's for sure. 786 00:39:30,728 --> 00:39:32,697 Extremely hot. 787 00:39:32,730 --> 00:39:33,698 * 788 00:39:33,731 --> 00:39:35,833 It's time to sweat. 789 00:39:35,866 --> 00:39:36,834 * 790 00:39:36,867 --> 00:39:38,235 Wow. 791 00:39:38,268 --> 00:39:41,672 It's already warm in there without even-- 792 00:39:41,706 --> 00:39:44,074 without even pouring the steam on. 793 00:39:44,108 --> 00:39:45,743 * 794 00:39:45,776 --> 00:39:47,077 All right, now is the hard part, 795 00:39:47,111 --> 00:39:49,213 which is getting undressed in the cold. 796 00:39:49,246 --> 00:39:50,781 * 797 00:39:50,815 --> 00:39:52,783 It's an age-old tradition, you know, 798 00:39:52,817 --> 00:39:54,719 to go out into the wilderness 799 00:39:54,752 --> 00:39:56,954 until you've received what you need to receive, 800 00:39:56,987 --> 00:39:59,056 and then you, on your own volition, 801 00:39:59,089 --> 00:40:00,324 come home. 802 00:40:00,357 --> 00:40:02,291 There's something about sinking into 803 00:40:02,325 --> 00:40:06,562 a deeper, even darker place. 804 00:40:06,596 --> 00:40:09,532 Oh, my goodness. 805 00:40:09,565 --> 00:40:11,701 Oh! 806 00:40:11,735 --> 00:40:12,936 * 807 00:40:12,969 --> 00:40:14,370 Oh, yes. 808 00:40:14,403 --> 00:40:18,908 This is absolutely happening and working. 809 00:40:18,942 --> 00:40:22,445 * 810 00:40:22,478 --> 00:40:26,850 I feel the next big shift in this journey coming on. 811 00:40:26,883 --> 00:40:30,453 The next phase for me is children and partnership 812 00:40:30,486 --> 00:40:36,492 and land ownership and deepening my business. 813 00:40:36,525 --> 00:40:39,295 * 814 00:40:39,328 --> 00:40:43,733 I'm starting to feel closure coming to this journey. 815 00:40:43,767 --> 00:40:46,435 Feel that return and the call home again. 816 00:40:46,469 --> 00:40:49,438 [serene music] 817 00:40:49,472 --> 00:40:53,576 * 818 00:40:53,609 --> 00:40:56,612 [birds chirping distantly] 819 00:41:00,049 --> 00:41:02,485 Okay, guys, well... 820 00:41:03,619 --> 00:41:06,856 I've got some pretty surprising 821 00:41:06,890 --> 00:41:12,528 and shocking news. 822 00:41:12,561 --> 00:41:15,798 I was up all night last night contemplating this, 823 00:41:15,831 --> 00:41:20,235 and I've just decided that... 824 00:41:21,636 --> 00:41:25,507 My journey here is over. 825 00:41:25,540 --> 00:41:26,775 [sighs] 826 00:41:26,809 --> 00:41:30,478 And I just feel like it's time for me to go. 827 00:41:32,547 --> 00:41:34,549 So I'm doing it. 828 00:41:35,617 --> 00:41:37,419 I'm calling in. 829 00:41:45,527 --> 00:41:46,829 Hello? 830 00:41:46,862 --> 00:41:48,731 Hi. 831 00:41:48,764 --> 00:41:51,566 Yeah, it's me. 832 00:41:51,599 --> 00:41:53,035 Mm-hmm. 833 00:41:53,068 --> 00:41:54,970 Yeah. 834 00:41:55,003 --> 00:41:57,605 Yeah, get me the President. 835 00:41:57,639 --> 00:42:00,208 Yes, of the United States. 836 00:42:00,242 --> 00:42:01,710 I don't care if they're in a meeting. 837 00:42:01,744 --> 00:42:03,611 This is an emergency! 838 00:42:04,913 --> 00:42:07,182 Thanks. 839 00:42:07,215 --> 00:42:09,317 Mr. President? 840 00:42:09,351 --> 00:42:10,585 It's go time. 841 00:42:10,618 --> 00:42:13,155 Bah! Got you! 842 00:42:13,188 --> 00:42:14,857 It's not even on. 843 00:42:14,890 --> 00:42:17,359 I don't even know how to work this. 844 00:42:17,392 --> 00:42:18,593 Just kidding. I do. 845 00:42:18,626 --> 00:42:20,195 But are you kidding-- 846 00:42:20,228 --> 00:42:22,998 please do not say you fell for that. 847 00:42:23,031 --> 00:42:26,067 No way, José. 848 00:42:26,100 --> 00:42:28,202 I am-- [scoffs] 849 00:42:28,235 --> 00:42:30,071 We're just getting started. 850 00:42:30,104 --> 00:42:31,572 - Out here, you can't just go out 851 00:42:31,605 --> 00:42:33,007 and just start burning calories. 852 00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:35,109 People don't like my strategy. [bleep] it. 853 00:42:35,142 --> 00:42:37,311 I don't really care. - I am losing a lot of weight. 854 00:42:37,344 --> 00:42:40,547 If I don't catch a fish, I may not be able to stay here. 855 00:42:40,581 --> 00:42:43,450 Come on. Aw, damn it. 856 00:42:43,484 --> 00:42:47,221 So I have three spider bites that are infected. 857 00:42:47,254 --> 00:42:49,190 That's really not good. 858 00:42:49,223 --> 00:42:52,459 - I got a fish on there. [groans] 859 00:42:53,694 --> 00:42:54,695 Oh! 860 00:42:55,461 --> 00:43:55,326 Someone needs to stop Clearway Law. Public shouldn't leave reviews for lawyers.